Life

Life is full of question marks... ??????????

Sometimes when we wanna do something or take an action, we will ask....

Is there a need?
Why?
What will happened next?
Will it effective?
Who will affected?
Or, how will this giving me an impact?
....
......
...........

Wondering,


2010 is a glorious year, yet a turning point for me.
I started to realize how life is....

Getting blamed for no reasons,
doing something that you thought is correct but end up with another results...

You might question why?

but the answer is....


That's what we so called "life", a meaningful life is full with surprises and unexpected stuff....
Be strong, be cool, everything will be fine and learn from the mistake.

Brendon's last works.

Haven't blog in a long time, whats more pissing is the latest post is about my friends death. Not cool. =X


Brendon, our friend, was a great graffiti painter. He left his works all over places, and all over our hearts.


There is a few at gurney, paradise, queens, prangin, our school clhs, alvin's house and much more.


He is so goddamn talented.


This is three of it. More will be posted.


" Graffiti aint crime, graffiti is art. " - Brendon yeoh.



* Yizhang goh, andrew teoh, loh cien zen, brendon yeoh* - paradise hotel



* CHS* - komtar.

* CHS *


* Satu penang * -CLHS.

Police, u cant catch him. He is lucky, forever.

延开生日快乐

致： 杨延开

今天以一个没有新年气氛的心情拜年，亲戚们谈起了他们，正在做数学的我，脑海里却是满满的伤感及无奈。“这全都无济于事了”，小学六年级是一名老师在我交卷后告诉我的。

钟灵中学的学生是勇敢的，他有主持正义，疾恶如仇，不避艰险的勇气。他不受谄媚，不怕威吓，任何失败，不能灰他的心志。

真的吗?我老是问自己，而我的脑袋就会抑制安慰着自己，“读书吧！证明给他们看我是能的”，

看了这一部短片，当我看到延开穿着我，延开，奕樟和Hilson 在延开的生日一起买的衣服，已所过不哭的眼泪却从眼眶不禁的滚了出来。当时我们达成协议，说今年将会穿一样的 T-SHIRT 来庆祝。钟灵中学的学生是乐观的，他时常含有笑容，能敏捷的，愉快的，尽他分内的职务，事务愈困难，心中愈快乐。
四个人，剩两个人，没有了，剩余的两人会好好利用我们的日子，证明给全世界的人看，说我们是优秀的，钟灵中学的学生是世界级的。

今天我读了钟灵中学十大信条，我发现除了：“他处世以诚，不说一句谎话，或做一件欺骗的事情” 这一句不符合你， 其他的都百分之九十的表达了你。人非圣贤，孰能无过。

刘主捍在葬礼对我说：“我整晚只做了一件事，一遍又一遍的读着钟灵中学第六条十大信条。”
身为一个提早离校的转校生，很清楚地，知道第六条是钟灵中学的学生是勇敢的 。
闲着闲着，今天去了wikipedia 读了钟灵历史，在十大信条的那一部分，像中了催泪弹，流了泪，我没哭，只是眼睛进了沙。

省委钟灵生得我们，爱吾钟灵。Once Chung Ling Forever Chung Ling。
让你们的精神永远留在我们的血液里，成为我们成功的推动力，成为我们的崇拜者，我们的偶像，我们的童年，我们的知己，我们朝向新世纪的幕后主持人。
就当作你为了钟灵的荣誉而牺牲，为了钟灵而光荣。


身为一名校友，
昔日我们为钟灵而自豪，近日钟灵为你而光荣，他日钟灵将会以我朱比利而骄傲。
安息吧。还有，生日快乐。

劝君更尽一杯酒，西出阳关无故人。

我当钟灵生的最后一天，也是你送我的。

Ten Commandments of Chung Ling

The Commandments of Chung Ling (钟灵中学学生的十大信条)

Students are well-disciplined.
Students respect their elders.
Students are sincere.
Students are hardworking.
Students are courteous.
Students are courageous.
Students are clean.
Students are friendly.
Students are optimistic.
Students are self-improving.

1. 钟灵中学的学生是纪律化的 :
他遇事镇静，有判断能力，绝对服从真理， 处处顾到秩序。

2. 钟灵中学的学生是尊重的 :
他言行不苟，尊重父母、师长、和团体的领袖。

3. 钟灵中学的学生是忠诚的 :
他处世以诚，不说一句谎话，或做一件欺骗的事情，受了人家的嘱托，肯负责去做。他看学校如自己的家庭，事事物物，无不竭诚爱护。

4. 钟灵中学的学生是勤俭的 :
他勤于学业，刻苦耐劳，不浪费时间，并能充份利用他的机会。他节省费用，乐以助济他人，或达到他个人有价值的目的。

5. 钟灵中学的学生是谦恭的 :
他以礼待人，态度谦逊，出言和善，对于妇孺老弱，更知爱护

，且有相当敬意。

6. 钟灵中学的学生是勇敢的 :
他有主持正义，疾恶如仇，不避艰险的勇气。他不受谄媚，不怕威吓，任何失败，不能灰他的心志。

7. 钟灵中学的学生是清洁的 ：

他保持他的身体、思想、言语、习惯的清洁。他参与清洁运动，

便环境美化。

8. 钟灵中学的学生是乐群的 ：
他没有怪僻的脾气，和不近人情的行为。对于利群的事情，从来不规避 ，总能拥护多数人的意思，通力合作，以求其实现。

9. 钟灵中学的学生是乐观的 :
他时常含有笑容，能敏捷的，愉快的，尽他分内的职务，事务愈困难，心中愈快乐。

10. 钟灵中学的学生是进取的 :

他不自满，不多言，向着他高尚的目的去努力，挫折愈多，努力愈甚。

生日快乐

兄弟，

朱比利上

A post from Durian Lover

Recently, I was quite busy at KL until now only i stand a chance to sit in front of a PC to really workout something...
Then only i realized my email is full with lots of blogger's messages, reporter's request to grab the photos and so on... Sorry for that, because of my daily routine that can't even squeeze anymore "internet entertainment" into my tight schedule....
Here's of the email that requesting me to post something for them....
Really sorry if i'm a little bit too late...

From Durian Lover: Hi there, I actually don't quite know you, but got your email from your blogger profile which I linked from the Campaign 17 blog. I'm writing on the behalf of my friend and I, and also perhaps the entire community of Penangnites currently in Singapore our age. We're both currently studying in Singapore and was extremely saddened when we recieved the news on Sunday. And also, after finding the Campaign 17 blog, we think that it's a very beautiful effort you're doing to preserve memories of them. Attached to this email are actually two documents that both of us would like to contribute to the blog. The word document is actually a recount on the fateful day and how everything started, and ended. The second is in a series of three scans of a letter. If you see these two documents fit to be published, then please do go ahead. I have actually asked another friend to ask another friend to ask Chienming, which is the friend's friend's friend. (....-.-) to publish it on his blog. But now that we both came across Campaign 17, we think that it'll be more apt if it was published there instead. Thanks! PS:/ we would like to remain anonymous..because the tributes aren't about us. It's about them.

The Chung Ling Dragon Boat team gathered at the MaCallum Street Ghaut seafront for practice at 8am on a cloudless Sunday morning in January. Dutifully, each of them woke up early at 6am to prepare for the practice, while the rest of the world slumbered on. After their usual chit-chat, and warm up exercises, they climbed into their longish, familiar white dragon boat. On board, were two instructors, a teacher advisor, and fifteen Chung Ling students.

Everything was going well. Other than the occasional groan and moan from the newcomers in the team, things were going on schedule. Their routine was perfect, their strokes were timely synchronized, and the light sea breeze that sprayed their faces every so often as their oars plunged the water melodiously refreshed each of them.

They finished their practice at around 8:50am. A little early. Why not go for a final round then? You know, just to give their training that little extra oomph. They finished up nicely, and proceeded to maneuver their sleek boat into a U-turn, before heading back to shore. The thoughts of finally being able to stretch their poor aching legs and rest their fatigued arms spurred them on.

Then, a particularly strong wave knocked their boat off course. Confused members tried to regain their bearings before the wave carried their boat and crashed it into a tugboat. Another ruthless wave came, and disaster struck. Their boat capsized, mercilessly emptying its contents of eighteen fragile lives into the frigid waters of morning.

Three of them had life jackets on, but a majority of them did not. They were all seasoned swimmers. Out of the eighteen in the waters, twelve managed to swim up and stay afloat. Seven out of this twelve were rescued by Indonesian fisherman who happened to witness the tragedy. Though I'm not sure of this, I'm guessing that the five others, swam some 400m back to shore and safety. Out of this five, one of them is Alex Kua. Why did I put that name in, no particular reason other than to make this recount as comprehensive as possible.

Twelve were safe. Those who made it back to shore made a frantic call to the Police. To their dismay and sheer panic, the police dismissed their genuine plea as a prank. Five more calls later, and some running all the way to the station, the police finally bought their story. They arrived one hour later at the site, at an estimated 10:10am.

By that time, the six missing persons had been identified. They were: Teacher advisor Mr. Chin Aik Siang and students Brendon Yeoh, Goh Yi Zhang, Jason Ch'ng, Chia Zi Jun (17 years old) and Wang Yong Xiang (16 years old). Rescue efforts crawled at a snail like pace. Frantic parents hurried the authorities, only to be rebuked for interfering in return. Anxious family members who have recieved news gathered at the dusty plane, enduring the afternoon heat, gazing out intently at the blue waters which looked so deceivingly calm and serene.

Scuba divers were brought in. A helicopter was brought in. But they did nothing. Common fishermen saved lives; scuba divers sat around fretting about rigid procedures. The only helicopter in the air, was from Bernama; the one for search and rescue operations, sat idly on the field. Things moved slowly, and time stretched on for an eternity for friends and relatives who could only watch helplessly from under the shady tent put up temporarily praying and crying their hearts out.

11:15am. A now familiar orange tug boat with 'BOMBA' in-scripted on its patterned side comes chugging into view. The people at the site see news reporters rushing in toward the narrow cemented walkway that came out perpendicularly from the shore. A body had been found. Families surge forward and squeeze their way through the gathering crowd, dreading to see the face, yet anxious to know the answer.

Survivors of the team, too, crowd forward, and one boy breaks down after identifying the body. It is their teacher advisor, Mr. Chin. The team sobs uncontrollably as their beloved teacher's body is re-wrapped into the ghastly black plastic, and carried on a stretcher into a malevolent looking dark blue van. Nearby, a middle aged lady goes a little hysterical. Her youngest son, her hardworking, filial, and dedicated son, dead. She remembers the dinner they had the night before, the casual chit-chat over rice and soup, their last meal together. He was such a wonderful son; and to his students in Chung Ling High School, there never was a more caring, a more devoted teacher than Mr. Chin.

Soon, the commotion dies down. The sweltering heat of the unforgiving sun blazes down on the remaining people. Prayers fly about, support groups start pouring in, and more shellshocked friends and relatives alike who had just recieved news enter the site. For another four hours, they wait with their hearts at the pit of their stomachs.

3:40pm. Another boat swerves toward the jetty. For some, their worst fear had been confirmed, for others, deep down inside, they clung on to whatever faith and hope they had left as they approached the boat. It was a student this time, still clad in the bright orange life jacket that ironically symbolized hope for a life. A man, in his late forties, and a technician in PDC, inches forward with his family, afraid of what they would see.

Jason Ch'ng. Their beloved son. A tender age of seventeen with a whole bright future in front of him. President of Chung Ling's LEO club - a leader to all, secretary of the Peer Counseling Society - a dear friend in need, and vice president of the Judo club - a wonderful teammate to all, Jason lay motionless in the same orange boat. A shirt covered his face while the volunteers wrapped him up and transferred him onto a stretcher. Then, following the same route as Mr. Chin, they led him into a similar van, and drove him of to Penang Hospital for a post-mortem.

SMS-es flew around the cellphones of many in the little island distraught by tragedy, some reaching as far as another island called Singapore. Friends faraway from the site, upon recieving the grave news, feel their heart wrench and their stomachs squeezed. Suddenly, they find themselves unable to stop tears and mucus from cascading down their distorted faces. And frankly, they didn't care anymore about how they looked. Not when a great person they knew had died.

Ten hours into the accident, two out of six had been found. Four more students were still lost at sea. As night crept by to replace light, rescue efforts were halted at 7pm. It was simply too dark to continue, the search was to commence again at 8am the next morning.

No one would be able to sleep that night. The minds of most were still fixated on the fate of the rest; their hearts were still mourning the death and loss of the recovered two. Families and friends refused to give up hope. They imagined the four, afloat and very much alive in the waters, hanging on precariously to some wooden plank, and mentally, they shouted out to these four, "Hang in there! Wait for us! Just a little longer..." Facebook pages were set up, and all around the profiles of the missing four, heart wrenching messages surfaced. There were promises to pole dance; invitations to tease the invitee as much as their heart desired; halfhearted threats of blackmail; and even the sweet promise of a year of zero harassments from their peer prefects. But no matter how or when or where these messages were written, essentially they all said one thing, "Please please please please, just come back safely."

Morning came rolling by painfully slow, and finally 8am came round the corner. Boats were geared up, and sped of towards various locations for the continued search and rescue operations. The crowd was significantly less than the day before, probably due to the fact that most who were there the day before, were all hauled up into little compounds called school. At Chung Ling, the atmosphere was bleak. No one was in the mood to do anything. No one wanted to talk; no one wanted to teach. Eager to be updated on the most recent happenings, many brought their phones to school, not caring for anything as fickle as 'school rules' at that point in time.

8:15am. Just a little while past the time they restarted the search and rescue, a third body was found, some 1 kilometer away from the accident site and the Tanjung City Marina seafront. This time, the same dreadful scene replays, and the families of the remaining four missing students trudge toward the boat. Camera crew and field journalists surge ahead of them, intending on capturing this in time for the midday news. The body is uncovered by any black plastic or pieces of clothing, and as he is brought up onto the stretcher from the boat, some cameras catch footages of Goh Yi Zhang before a blanket is thrown over the exposed body.

As Yi Zhang is carried past the anxious crowd, three families heave a sigh, whether of relief or further worry, I do not know. One mother however, takes a look and recognizes him as her darling second son. The sight of him is too much for Mrs. Goh to bear, all the apprehension and pure unadulterated fear built up over the night comes bubbling to the surface. As the two doors of the blue van shut, she clings on desperately to her oldest son, Goh Ee Teng, for comfort.

Amidst the solemn silence of the Chung Ling school compound, a cellphone vibrates in someone's pocket. Gingerly taking it out, he reads the message and tears roll down his cheek. Another comrade fallen. Another friend lost. From that moment on, the world lost a vibrant, bubbly, and eternally cheerful person; a person whose smile touched the very core of someone else's heart; a person whose amazing cooking skills filled the stomachs of countless others; a person who danced to Super Junior's Sorry Sorry to the laughter and fun of his friends. In the solitary confinements of their classrooms, Goh Yi Zhang's friends wept openly for him.

1:00pm. NTV7's Edisi 7. A girl opens her eyes wide and her fingers jam the 'volume increase' button of her remote control. She is sure she heard wrongly. Two more missing and four found? But the previous Mandarin news at 12pm on TV2 and the Mandarin news at 12:30pm on 8TV both reported that there were three more still missing, with the last body recovered being Yi Zhang's. Surely, not within a short span of half an hour...

The girl glued her eyes to the TV in front of her and extended her ears to catch the newscaster. "Pada pukul dua belas jam tadi, mayat keempat telah ditemui oleh ahli bomba. Pelajar ini bernama Brendon Yeoh, tujuh belas tahun..."

The rest fades away as the girl slums back down into her sofa, numb. Her eyes continue to watch the screen as the images change from one in an air-conditioned studio with a well dressed newscaster to one of chaos and orange dust. She does not know him personally, but being part of a little interconnected island of Penang, she knows many who knows and cherishes him dearly, and strangely, she feels a pang through her heart as she watches the news. If a person, totally unrelated to him can feel like this, what more, those who knew him, who joked with him, who laughed with him, who cried with him, who loved him.

“不要把我的孩子带走！你不要走啊！不要！回来啊！回来！” A distressed and devastated mother cries out desperately as she runs along with the BOMBA men dressed in tiger suits who were carrying her son. All around her, the faces of those who are watching are red and their eyes puffy. Most are crying, but some, having cried since the day before, has no more tears to spare. The situation is no better when the news hits back at Chung Ling shores. Some who has held back their tears can no longer do so, not when another gallant soldier and leader had fallen; not when a loyal, sweet and charming friend was no longer; not when the seat next to KahBeng will forever remain empty. Utter distraught runs through their veins and chills their bones as harsh reality sinks in. Slowly, one by one, torrent of emotions comes pouring out of their teenage bodies. Another one taken. Another one gone.

The Goh family came with priests to retrieve Yi Zhang's soul at about 3.30pm. After they left, only two families were left behind in the humid shade of the temporary tents. There are people who still clasp their nimble hands together to pray for some miracle to happen, but in all honesty, hope is running rather low by this time. Chants and mantras fueled some of them to carry on and persevere, spiritual food was what they needed. The emotional wiring in everyone present was tangled up, and people were fatigued from crying and waiting, worrying and waiting some more. A few moments later, VIPs arrived in the area, and security heightened. No outsiders were allowed in anymore. The place was sealed.

Half an hour later, the reason for such security becomes clear. At 4.35pm, both the bodies of the two remaining missing persons were found - Chiah Zi Jun and Wang Yong Xiang. And as news spreads around the island, people all over Penang pause a moment to give some moment of silence to these six unfortunate victims of fate. They grieved for Zi Jun, who was always full of humility and grace, who though never was in the front of the battle yelling 'CHARGE!', but would always be faithfully behind, keeping watch over everybody else. They cried for a boy who was a fiercely loyal friend, and a filial loving amazing son. And when his parents mourned for him, the island mourned with them.

And with peers from a year below the rest, 16 year olds throughout Chung Ling and the rest of Penang cried their hearts out when the body of Yong Xiang was recovered. Affectionately called 'mushroom head' by almost everyone, he was an affable and charismatic boy, who was always full of zest and never hesitating to offer help. He brought joy and laughter to those around him, and with him gone, the world as we know it lost a little piece of sunshine together with him. He was a passionate lover to a very special girl, and though he may be gone physically, the memories of the times they had together will always be cherished eternally.

Mr. Chin Aik Siang. Jason Ch'ng. Goh Yi Zhang. Brendon Yeoh. Chiah Yi Jun. Wang Yong Xiang.

Your deaths will never equate to your disappearance from this world. More than just facebook pages, or photographs captured, you have all touched the lives of many around you, and will forever and ever remain alive in our hearts till the day we, who still live on planet Earth, die too, and join you in heaven.

Till then, goodbye.

remained..

few weeks had past... are memories about them still in our hearts?? hope so..

朋友

ａｈ　ｃｈｎｇ
我欣赏你的开朗，你的勇气，你的信心，这都不是每就一个人所拥有的，就是你那么的独特才拥有这一切。
你的声量和你的个性， 教会了我，只要觉得是对的，是好的，就应该放手一搏，把它完成。还记得，星期五，你与我被老师叫出去斗大声，斗信心，实施上输的应该是我。你的信心，打败 了我，只不过你当时警长了些，才让我赢了。那时应该是我与你最近距里的接触吧！好怀念你的声音，好怀念看着你在老师上课到一半，无端端的站了起来做些动 作。如今你已离我们而去了更美好的地方，希望你在那里过得很好并与其他朋友一起上路。

ｙｉ　ｚｈａｎｇ
同样是篮球队的战友，你的 笑声，你的笑容，铭记心中。你独特的篮球上篮法，每人能比，我始终还是捉不到你的技巧。只可惜，你已不再，不然，我一定会向你讨教。你每次都说我很 ｆｉｔ，但事实上，最ｆｉｔ的那一个是你不是我。你都不断地在练，而我却一直的偷懒，我会好好的练好自己，来证实你的眼光是绝对不会错的。你不在了，每人 和我一起ｄｉｕ　ａｈ　ｃｈｏｎｇ。好怀念那８节的ｐｈｙｓｉｃｓ。

ｂｒｅｎｄｏｎ
ｆｏｒｍ　１和你同班，就知道你超爱捣蛋。和 ａｎｄｒｅｗｔｅｏｈ一起导弹的感觉，就像昨日刚发生的事。虽然我俩很少接触，不过，我们还能够有说有笑，你个人的叫声和说话方式，我永远都不会忘记，因 为那是你自己，最真的自己。你离开了以后，再也没有人，无端端，来ｐｅｒｌｉ我了，放学了，也没有听到你的声音，有点不习惯。安心上路吧。生日快乐。这也 该是我第一次祝贺你吧！

ｚｉ　ｊｕｎ
虽然，我们不熟，但失去你，我也痛心。钟灵中学也因此失去了一个人才。你的乒乓，打得好，可惜，我们没比较过，我也没向你讨教过，如果我们来时还能在遇见，记得一定要叫我打乒乓哦！

ｙｏｎｇ　ｘｉａｎｇ
我不认识你，只见过你。如果在学校又骂过你，活捉过你，请多多包涵，我只是在工作。但影响中，应该是没有吧。

ｍｒ　ｃｈｉｎ
你未教过我，就这样的离开人世，多么的可惜啊！但愿你也说得上桃李满天下吧。再见了。

龙舟队的牺牲者，安心上路吧，我们会好好过，不要为我们担心。我们会为你们走完未能走完的路，为你们拼到底。我们来是在相见吧！

By Benny Tock

You Will Never Row Alone （更新版）

我的男友是峇都蠻大馬兒女龍舟隊員。我曾隨他的隊伍出賽好幾次，體悟到龍舟活動最大的精神：You Will Never Row Alone（你不是一個人劃漿）！

You Will Never Row Alone，指的就是大家同在一艘船上，需要的是團隊精神。從來沒有人能夠憑著個人力量到達終點。如果一個人翻船，也相等於整船人一起墮海。

2009年，對峇都蠻大馬兒女龍舟隊是難忘的一年。他們總共出賽4次，即遠赴臺北國際龍舟賽，州內的有檳州跨越檳威海峽龍舟邀請賽、劃向希望龍舟慈善行以及檳州同樂會龍舟賽。

他們都是業餘龍舟愛好者。儘管賽前的集訓是多麼的辛苦，尤其是召集至少20人同時間進行室內室外的體格訓練，實在不容易！

其中，在檳州同樂會龍舟賽的200米決賽賽程，6隻龍舟隊伍較量中，有4艘龍舟在衝刺當兒，先後發生碰撞繼而翻船事件。峇都蠻大馬兒女龍舟隊整船選手墮海，其中一人更被龍舟船頭撞及頭部，昏迷在船底。所幸隊友及時發現，一把捉住他。

每一次的出賽，隊友們也默默紀念有2位因病以及因車禍過逝的隊員。得到的獎牌，也給逝者保留一份。

這種共歡喜、共承擔、共分享、共患難的精神，用同舟（龍舟）共濟形容最貼切！
今天，在鍾靈龍舟慘劇當中，讓我想到，You Will Never Row Alone，可以有更深一層的運用。

悲劇發生，各方輿論總是特別多。輿論的準繩，見仁見智，也因人而異。

最普遍的是，許多人手指頭輕輕一指，就急著把責任推卸和撇清；也有許許多多的各政黨政治人物，因身份"特殊"被人用放大鏡來衝量他們的關心指數，指這是作秀，博廉價宣傳。

提到責任，需要承擔的，終究要面對。

提到關心，怎麼啦，關心也需要分類的嗎？你的眼淚才是眼淚，人家的眼淚就不是眼淚？

這起慘案，近是整個檳城人民的痛擊，遠至全國人民的悲哀。

我不禁的在想，此時此刻，我們不是更應該站在同一條船上嗎，同舟共濟度過艱辛時刻。當下最重要的是，我們要給失去孩子的家屬，甚至是獲救仍心有餘悸的孩子們最大的精神支持，任何人應慎言，不是在家屬傷口上灑鹽。

若不這樣，日後的龍舟比賽再辦得怎樣的大型，都是失敗的。因為，過程中體現不出龍舟精神，而純粹流於形式。

無謂的指責、撇清和批判，是沒有營養的。

慘案發生後，我假裝試探男友不好再劃龍舟。他毅然告訴我，他仍會繼續劃龍舟，要我支持。我靜靜的看著他，不語。他明白我的意思。因為，我們是在同一條船上的。

You Will Never Row Alone，願與你們共勉！


~ 小霓子
寫在2010年1月20日

1 week after the tragic incident...
now let me share my memories with my beloved friends...

jason ch'ng

haha.... where to start leh...
talk about primary ba... i always knew you de... although we standard 1 2 3 not the same class
i knew u were in 1b 2b and 3b...
during standard 4 ,5 and 6.... you were the mischievous one... you were the so called 'monkey' in class not just because u have a darker skin... but u were loud and active like a monkey

i remembered we sat together during standard six...
we wrote karangan together....
and mrs gan always scolded us because we keep fooling around and hit lai hit ki
i remember how you used your hand and hit my back..
and a 'piak' sound can be heard... haha...
but mrs gan said i was the naughtier one... i guess she favors you more than me -.-

got 1 more thing i remembered... you always read the magazine.... i cant remembered what it was called.... and u always read the horoscope for me....
and got one day... the horoscope say that i like to eat sweet things....
and that day when school ended i really went to the snacks stall to buy mamee and sweets...
you saw me and perli me.. saying ' see la... the horoscope was right!!'
haha.....

then we went to clhs... during these 4 years... we never really got close but still remained friends... we also never had a chance to be in the same class for once...

but when in form two... we stayed in touched by playing dota...
i remembered your account was jason3039 :)

then after that we played in garena.... your account was -KiNG-Jasstal -KiNG-Cryson and finally you became the clan lord , doTz.Rangerz
we always joked in the clan chat... talking nonsense here and there....

i remembered when we're using KiNG account.. we always want to 'gay' with each other...
you always say ' Le Yu!! come we gay ... go same lane!'' ....and we sure own one... :)

haih... i will miss you...
cos sometimes when i walk towards A gate to wait my bus... you also will walk with me...
you will cross the bridge and sit bus home... sometimes i would see you waiting for the bus..

And you always called me leh hu... it was my nickname during primary... among all the union primary friends... you were the one who didnt stop calling me leh hu...

now when i walk towards the gate... i will not hear ppl calling me leh hu le :(
and no one will prank me le...

i remember you will take you fist and put near my cheek then tap my back...wanting me to turn around and knock into your fist.. haha but got 1 time i remember i turn the other side and i didnt kena your prank.... and u said ' Aiya!!' , we laughed together that time

you were always busy... last year you will always walk lai walk ki...busying leo things even during recess... and always finding shaun...you always will walk in the corridor....i will miss the way you walk le... both of your hands sure will goyang goyang when you walk :)
so special :D

last year... we hung out during 6b gathering...
i remembered we sang 'ive gottta feeling'
and then u take the marshmellow squeeze onto my cheek
remember bo?
dun remember i give u see pic la

















haiya we so fun that time..

and then we go celebrate shaun's bday!
remember bo?
we watch princess and the frog...
you sit on my left...
haha.... just 1 month ago nia....

haih... im kinda grateful lo.... we can go watch movie together for the 1st time...
^^
but got one 遗憾is i nvr solo take nice nice pic with you eh... haiyo... too bad lo...

i will miss you de jason ch'ng wai seong... :)





Zi jun:

huiyo... this fella... i know him during form 3
he sit on my right with marky...
my 1st opinion of him is.... chinese books fanatic...
when school open the first few weeks...
he keep read those chinese books...
haha....
and he also like arm wrestling with yong min...
yong min also say zi jun is most teng one.. can win him one....
form 3 eh si..
we do alot of group work together
shobana de ah...
english one ah...
i still remember u draw the tiger... or u ask your sis draw for you one....
haha....
zi jun ah zi jun... you also very naughty one...not supposed to look eh place u go look ... haha... aim here aim there..

and when in form 4... we same tuition ncc together....
we kap alot nonsense....
pokemon lah.....
u said you used the fire monkey...
and i told you no use one....
:D
and i remembered u said the wat mach punch geng... haha....

but when in tuition hor.... you very concentrate one....
when ncc explain about the formula... i always day drem or sleep... but u leh... u listen attentively... u so like add maths...
i never do his homework one but u got do.....
every exercise also u finish
every EQ also u got do....
and u no look girls eh wor...
so concentrate in your add maths... haha....

i will miss you very much zi jun.... now ncc will lose one good student...
and i will lose one kapsiao partner in ncc



Yi Zhang:
we met in standard 4 and you went to peng hwa a year later...we wasnt really that close... so here are some incidents that i remembered..

One incident that I remembered is… we were walking to canteen when in 4b union primary… and I duno talk with someone about pokemon and.. u said HO-OH no use one la… then I said… NO LA! HO-OH so geng!!!!

You called my name in canteen when in form 1... which was gabriel.. no one knew that except for union primary ppl.. im glad that u remembered. I remembered it was at the place where sell soft drinks there then walk down abit.. that spot.. I remembered , I turned my head but I couldn’t recognize you, I asked you who are you and u replied… I remembered saying sorry that I forgot.

Got one more incident is… one night we played dota...Sagastimjiao your account name.. you used omniknight,we same lane ... And the next day .. we met at stairs.. you said to me,eh leyu! My omni pro leh?! And i smiled to him... Said pro!...

During 6b gathering we didn’t talk much… but I remembered u lent me handphone to play I’ve gotta feeling.. chng was on my right and u were on my left….

im glad we got to have fun that day... although you werent my very very good friend... but i will always miss you....

Brendon:

i dont really know you but i know you were the loud and noisy one...

during recess you will always talk loudly with your friend

but dont say we dont know each other wor!!!

funny thing is... we take picture together when we went to sandcastle trip wor!!! see here

im at most left and you're at most right !!!

now i no chance to know you le..
so... Rest in peace and Happy birthday!!!!

Deeply miss, friends

Sometimes, this tragedy still seems as a nightmare to me... Should I wake up and find all these a dream?? A terribly horribly scary dream?? Well, vainly, the truth can't be changed.. Should it be fair that our beloved friends left us?? What's fair?? Should it be that we experienced all these, when we are all still in high school?? How sickening..

Brendon, Yi Zhang, Zi Jun, Jason.... All my good friends.. Why did this happened?? Clenched fists whenever their memories flowed through my mind, trying to contain my sorrows within, tears that flowed down profusely, can't seem to do any good.. What's the point??

No doubt, many many many miss them.. No doubt, many many many cried for them.. Let them be our legend, let them be our hero, in our hearts.. Let us remember them always, as a good friend, as a good brother, as a good partner, as a good, even enemy??

Their laughters, kuai lan acts, perli-ing words, all their rebellious, their heroic, their supposedly 'pro' actions, let all of those be kept in our dear hearts.. Should they scolded us once, should they hated us once, should they mocked us once, let us forget it...

"Brendon!!" maybe someone will shout for his name in class, but no answer will come anymore....
"Yi Zhang!!" maybe the teachers wanted him for an event, not available....
"Zi Jun!!" maybe the classmates wanted to challenge him for a race, he can't run anymore....
"Jason!!" maybe he got an award for getting 1st in CLHS, the award will remained un-owned....

Let this be not a tragedy, but an event.. An event that despite such horrifying incident, despite such heart- wrenching outcome, we'll remain strong.. We'll learn to appreciate everyone around us more, we'll love everyone even more.. We'll not do something we regret, only to regret it deeply later.. We'll learn to say I LOVE YOU to the people we love, our families, our best friends, even our boyfriend or girlfriend.. Let not all be too late.. It's never too late, unless we do something..

Such talented friends, leaders in schools, dai-lou in class, big bro at home, lost... Is it fair?? Not to be questioned.. Is it unfair?? Definitely..


Xiang.

5-2 = 5 from McVin

Well , I think I don't need to explain to you guys about the dragon boat incident anymore. It seems to be a famous news right now , and all over the country are talking about it. What can I say ? I am really speechless with all these stuffs and I think I am still unable to accept the fact that my friends are gone.

Jason + Brendon = Awesome buddies

Brendon , he is one of my best friends ever. I knew him through Interact Club and also Photoshop. You know , 4 years ago when I first saw him on a newspaper for winning the World Cup sms thingy , I thought that he is those guys with lousy personality and bla and I told myself if i have this kind of friend , they will never be my best friend. But who knows ? He became my best friend in September 2009.

For almost every Saturday , we will take a bus down to Komtar to busy for our stuffs such as Interact Club's projects and also our own tee design stuffs. But now I don't think I have the reasons to get down to Komtar at every Saturday anymore. You know , this is really hard for me as it had became part of my life.

He is a freak , a freak who is addicted to Peter Chao's video. He made Peter Chao's famous quote as his own personal trademark - ChaoHaoSai MTFK. Also , he is a freak who likes to "decorate" the city with spray paints , there's a " Satu Penang " graffiti under the bridge infront of Chung Ling High School. I still remember one very classical incident , we went for some spraying session somewhere in town and both of us get caught , luckily we are lucky enough to get through it and everything is fine.

After going to the Interact Conference , we went to KL , enjoy ourselves and playing like there is not tomorrow. I still remember all that. And also , received our 1st pay cheque in our 17 years of living in this world. Working part time together , did charity together , take alcohol together , barbecue together , and more.

Jason , another freak who loves to FUT. Though he have the abit of FUTting , but he is really a great friend. He is , he is really a good friend. Let me tell you , my first LEO activity was a very huge concert , Jason is the one who called me to go. And i still remember that Brendon followed us that time and we had our great time after the concert by having supper at somewhere near Gurney.

Besides , we also had a very great time by discussing combine projects. There is a big event coming up which I don't think its suitable for me to tell in this hard time. But the leader is Jason , he is the one who lead everything , now he had already went to some other place to have fun , but I think he still wants the event to be big and successful , I will try my best to get it done. =)

Apoms , does not represent any special meanings , it is just a "name" between 5 of us. Eric , Yong Seng and I are having our hard time as we have lost 2 of our dearest Apoms.Though both of them are gone , but Apoms will always be 5. The number will only increase and it will never decrease. The name of " Jiao Apom" and " Chie Apom " will always be remembered and maintained.

*sorry , I don't have pictures with Jason , I am regretting for didnt took pictures with him.

Rest In Peace Ch'ng and Bren , you will always be in my mind. Both of you are my legend , my best friends and of course , my chung ling siao kias.

Away with the wind

Although I'm not very close to all of them except Zi Jun, I will say a few words here, courtesy of Pee Li's invitation.



It's not easy losing someone, especially those who are close to us. And I believe all of us had grown up and became a more matured young man/lady. Even when I think of it now, these scene, of deaths, of such grief, just don't belong in high school life, come and think of it, how many high school students experienced what we did? One in a thousand? Accidents don't happen often, but why us? Why our year? I'm as clueless as you are.

Yi Zhang, Brendon, Zi Jun, Yong Xiang and Jason... they are all good guys, from what I saw and heard. During my scouting days when I was Form 1 and Form 2, YZ and Brendon helped me a lot, because I was a semi-sleeping member that time. They are elites in our school. Superclass, in fact. Why did this happen to them?

However, we must be optimistic at times. They have moved on to someplace better, looking over us. Do you think they'd want to see us so sad? No. They would wanna see us moving on with life, living every moment happily.

What did we learn from this tragedy? Appreciate our family and friends, because we never knew what would happen.

Rest in peace guys. Once Chung Ling, forever Chung Ling. 爱吾钟灵!


Chee Yi
http://cheeyi.maays.net/

Appreciate everything you have.

Sunday, received the news about them missing. Worried, broke down. Hoped that they will be found alive.

Monday, went to school, those who knew them couldn't stand it & cried. After school, stood at the gate, we heard about the news. Tears uncontrollably rolled down. Couldn't take it, couldn't accept the truth.

Brendon, I've known him for ten years, since primary one. His school number was 00001. He was one of the cheekiest, other than PeeLi. I was the monitor of the class & I remember I often had to jot down their numbers. Since all of us went our separate ways to different high schools, we gather at least once a year. Although all of us don't hang out often, but we've never forgotten each other. In December 2009, we organized a hotel stay. We had fun, we talked about stories that happened in primary school & shared our stories that happened in our high school years. That was the last day I saw, and talked to YiZhang, another boy whom I've known since primary 4. I remember the last time I was with Brendon was two weeks ago, in Malaysian German Society. We were looking at the notices posted on the notice boards. The notice says 'Mandarin Tutor Available'. There are Mandarin characters printed on the notice, such as '好' & the explanation to the word was 'daughter and son', '男' which was explained as 'man working on a paddy field' & many more. I laughed at the explanations & Brendon turned to me & laughed "Hahaha now only you know?" I left after that, & that was the last time I saw him. German class would be totally different without him. Oktoberfest 2010, will be different without him. YiZhang complained to us that Oktoberfest was too noisy & he couldn't sleep because of the noise as his house is just behind MGS. Will always remember the PingPong days I had with YiZhang & ZiJun back in primary, we even made it to the state level & I still have the t-shirt with me.

Oktoberfest 2009.

6H & 6B Gathering 2009.

YiZhang & Brendon.

YiZhang, Brendon & ZiJun, may god be with you all, rest in peace. You will always be in our hearts & minds.

Tell the people around you, you love them while you still have the chance.

Appreciate the people around you & be happy with what you have.

Created by: Chole Cheah

Brendon and Yi Zhang’s Funeral

Again today I left school in the morning and went to my late friends funeral!! haih I really missed Brendon again I couldn’t control my emotions but it was already better compared to yesterday! Although I known Brendon for less then 2 years he will alwasy be in my memory!He will alwasy be sacarstic and mean towards me. Although he made me very mad at him for quite a few times I had alwasy forgiven him. He used to tease me about my ehad as I am born with a hereditary syndrome which makes my head shake when I think about something and he will alwasy use that action and say I cant aim properly la cant write properly la. He will always make that action that really irritates you but I miss it very much now.He will never tease me again d haihhh the last time i saw him was on Friday, in class were planning on making a video about Peter Chao as Peter Chao is his biggest idol! Check it out on youtube. PETER CHAO! but now… Brendon you will never ever be forgotten don’t worry!

After the cremation of his body we went to Yi Zhang’s place. Again although I was never in the same class with Yi Zhang nor the same primary but we had many same clubs! Especially us Tiong Leng kias! You know we always go to other classes during free periods so we kinda hanged out too!haih I think i had taken the last picture of him on Saturday!

Yi Zhang was there preparing his BBQ chicken for the form 1 students to try. he offered me 1 and I declined cause it looked uncooked that was the last time I saw him and then the tragic thing happened. I feel so awful now as I declined to eat his chicken for the last time and the final picture was taken by me. haih I really can’t accept that 1 minute I was taking his picture and seeing him face to face the next thing I am standing beside his casket. I miss you very much too. Haihh you must rest in peace alright!! Will always remember your cute poses and your cool dance moves!

R.I.P

Brendon and Yi Zhang

Created by : Wayne Lim Chien Ming

Cheah Zi Jun

....PeeLiBoy was speechless....
...let the photo explains...

Past, Present

Pain, Flowing to everyone's body.

For once i have met a death in my family.

Goh Yi Zhang is a brother to me.

I knew him better than all of you guys.

For 16 years and 3 months, the place i 1st met him was actually in the hospital.

From what my parents told me, i was around 4 months big, and he was only a month old.

We grew up in Penang. Every holidays in each year, i will ask my mom

" When am i going to Zhang's place? '

We changed sports together..

We start to play badminton together. At that time we were only 5.

We starting swimming training together at the age of 7.

and at the age of 8 we starting playing serious chess.

We grew up together, sharing almost everything.

And i couldn't be more happier that both of us got into CLHS during form 1.

Brothers, we are.

You are the one who brought me into 11th GTS.

I have enjoyed 5 years of scouting life in Chung Ling, and thats because of u.

There are still many things i wanna share with u, but yet u dont give me the chance to do it.

For Brendon Yeoh,

'Chao Hao Sai!'

I knew u starting from form 2.

From what i know, you were a loud, happy-go-lucky person.

I have never regretted every minute i spent with you.

I was so damn happy when u sat in front of me during class.

This is because with u by my side, my school life in Form 5 will be a wonderful experience.

But i didn't know that it will end this way.

You are always being respected by me. I respect your socializing skills. Your work and also co-curriculum.

Till the bottom of my heart, You are always my best friend.

For Jason Ch'ng

My beloved clan lord, dotz. Rangerz.

We having been dota-ing for like 2 years or more. And you are 1 who is skilled in all ways.

Not only in computer gaming, you are also very good in all other aspects.

A person like Jason in Chung Ling has already extincted.

With good academic results although he plays Dota all day long.

I respect him, not only now but forever.

For you, everyone is a friend to you.

I never see you once hating anyone else.

You laugh off all worries and look upon everyday with hope.

Sadly, god envied you and didn't give u a chance to shine.

But to me, you always shine everyday u lived.

I miss you Jason. And forever, u will be my friend.

For Cheah Zhi Jun

We were in the same class during form 3.

We did a lot of crazy things together.

Arm wrestling, challenging teachers on academic topic and a lot more.

My friend, i will never forget the cute face of yours.

You are strong. and you will forever be in my heart.

For Wong Yong Xiang

My scouting junior.

He was a great member of the brotherhood.

He carries out all his job and helps people in need.

Your last impression to me is that you always carry a smile on your face whenever you are.

You are always a part of our scout brotherhood, and in future, u will always be.

I pray that this was not real.

I pray that everything was a nightmare.

But if i would to cry for them, Whats left for their parents?

Their parents are holding all the pain. I have no rights to cry for them.

The pain i felt compared to their parents is nothing. Nothing at all.

I promised myself to never shed my tears on their death.

I failed.

Signing off,

Aeonsky.

小学篇。下

五年级的延凯换了华文名，改叫延开。　
当 时，我乃乒乓校队，子俊乃第二拍，奕樟是第三拍，而我是第四牌。当年的区赛，槟华小学得了殿军，原因很简单，当时我们遇上了协和小学的第一和第二拍，也就 是前天去世的 Jason Ch'ng 和他的球伴 Alvin Quah。 那也是我第一次和庄纬翔的接触。我和弈樟败给了他们。
在五年级的第三次考试，地方研究，　全级只有我和弈樟的一百分，可爱的奕樟把我的考卷一个一个字啃，最后，只差一个字，探讨和商讨, 正确的是探讨，但因我的华文程度太高了，奕樟把文化字典出来说什么探讨是一对一的讨论，商讨是群体的。就这样我的了９９．５％。
老实说，若前天的事是一场梦，我宁愿拿０分。真的。。。

十二岁，我和弈樟因良性竞争，我们俩都上了绿班，很高兴。　
我在中国常识比赛中，又一次跟延开和子俊成了队友。而奕樟还是我最忠实的乒乓队友。
虽然在乒乓输了，但中国文化和时事比赛双双我赢都了。各门的成功都是靠大门给我的支持和鼓励。
我们都沉迷上了Pokemon Card, tiak rubber和赌博。
所谓的赌博是赌rubber的，前几个礼拜，延开才嘲笑我说我输了不知几百粒rubber和烟花后，我在老师面前哭了。
然而，我很肯定的是，不管做什么犯法的事也好，其他人每次都很幸运的溜走，只有我每次遭殃。
上午班时，见校长是家常便饭，每次都哭哭啼啼的从校长室走出来。
刚刚我才发现一个秘密，我妈不知道我被尤明月校长鞭过。这也是我每年的品行的B+。
认识了他们，我学会了怎样在老师面前演戏，他们的演技足于得OSCAR呢！
当年还记得炜灵说他暗恋延开的，旨文，延开和弈樟都有一样的口味，那就是Amanda和苡茜了。
而子俊呢？无人晓得。　我呢？天知道吧！
　

小学篇完。

Edmund Lim's Happiest Moments with Jason & Yi Zhang...

2009年10月17日。。。
是我，纬翔，奕樟以及协和小学同学最开心的日子。。。
他们为了早庆祝我的生日特地准备了蛋糕，而且还抛水气球，弄湿了我全身。。。
当时是多么地兴奋。。。
世上没有一件事是永久的。。。

2010年1月17日。。。
在同学会举行过的三个月后，
纬翔和奕樟很不幸地在龙舟事件丧失了宝贵的性命。。。
我收到简讯时是多么地伤心，心疼。。。
自从那刻起，我一直在祈祷。。。希望他们能平安无事，回来再参加2010年的同学会。。。

haih...
我们三个在同学会烤食物吃。。。

美好时刻。。。

纬翔，奕樟，您们永远是我最好的朋友！！！

PeeLiBoy's last with four of them

Last... Last... Last... and at last...
BUT
let us start from the beginning first

九岁时，当我成功读上精英班/三百班，谢子俊和杨延凯乃小弟及丘旨文之同窗。我们四个有共同的嗜好也就是所谓的“比手力”而成了知己。延凯迷上了当时风靡全球的“陀螺“，我也在耳语目染之下，迷上了。而子俊呢，我们因学业上，品格上，行为上大致相同。在这一年里，每次犯错我都会扛起来，受罪，一年里虽然只被扣区区七分，也让当时单纯的涡流了不少泪，老师们也不知道见了我家长几次。小孩嘛，见了家长后回家还有丰富的炒果条吃呢！坐在我旁边的郑炜灵（如没写错也时常发现我手臂上“爱的烙印”。

转眼间，林伯十岁了。当时因我成绩堕落，只能在第二班念书。谢子俊和杨延凯当年因成绩一流尔还在念精英班。
年头，两个协和的转校生来了我的班，正是吴弈樟小弟弟和郑嘉敏小妹妹。起初吴弈樟起初被安排和我坐在一起，但后来老师以“像孙悟空教坏其他同学”的借口，分开了我和弈樟，而让害羞的嘉敏代替了亦樟坐在我旁边。但是距离不是问题，我们的交际依然如同情兄弟般。

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