Deeply miss, friends

Sometimes, this tragedy still seems as a nightmare to me... Should I wake up and find all these a dream?? A terribly horribly scary dream?? Well, vainly, the truth can't be changed.. Should it be fair that our beloved friends left us?? What's fair?? Should it be that we experienced all these, when we are all still in high school?? How sickening..

Brendon, Yi Zhang, Zi Jun, Jason.... All my good friends.. Why did this happened?? Clenched fists whenever their memories flowed through my mind, trying to contain my sorrows within, tears that flowed down profusely, can't seem to do any good.. What's the point??

No doubt, many many many miss them.. No doubt, many many many cried for them.. Let them be our legend, let them be our hero, in our hearts.. Let us remember them always, as a good friend, as a good brother, as a good partner, as a good, even enemy??

Their laughters, kuai lan acts, perli-ing words, all their rebellious, their heroic, their supposedly 'pro' actions, let all of those be kept in our dear hearts.. Should they scolded us once, should they hated us once, should they mocked us once, let us forget it...

"Brendon!!" maybe someone will shout for his name in class, but no answer will come anymore....
"Yi Zhang!!" maybe the teachers wanted him for an event, not available....
"Zi Jun!!" maybe the classmates wanted to challenge him for a race, he can't run anymore....
"Jason!!" maybe he got an award for getting 1st in CLHS, the award will remained un-owned....

Let this be not a tragedy, but an event.. An event that despite such horrifying incident, despite such heart- wrenching outcome, we'll remain strong.. We'll learn to appreciate everyone around us more, we'll love everyone even more.. We'll not do something we regret, only to regret it deeply later.. We'll learn to say I LOVE YOU to the people we love, our families, our best friends, even our boyfriend or girlfriend.. Let not all be too late.. It's never too late, unless we do something..

Such talented friends, leaders in schools, dai-lou in class, big bro at home, lost... Is it fair?? Not to be questioned.. Is it unfair?? Definitely..


Xiang.